HEARTLESS IN L.A.

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HEARTLESS IN L.A

I LOVED YOU FOR ALL THE WRONG REASONS.
OUR LOVE WAS BASED ON TREASON.
ENGULFED IN SELF PITY.
I NEVER FELT A LOVE DEEP ENOUGH TO SUBMERSE IN.
EVERYTHING I’VE DONE I CAN’T TAKE BACK.
ALL THE LESSONS I TOOK FOR GRANTED &
I STILL HAVEN’T LEARNED SHIT.
I SIMPLY DON’T GIVE A DAMN.
I FEEL MY LOVE TURNING INTO HATE.
WHERE WILL THAT LEAVE ME AT?

Because It’s Just Me.

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Because It’s Just Me.
25 and everyone’s still dancing around hugging using drugs.
Nothings changed in 10 years except the pain.
This quarter life crisis
has me drinking myself to sleep.
Feeling sick and like shit when i wake.
I can barely take another day.
It’s hard to breathe in L.A.
Lost i cant find myself, i dug myself too deep.
A buried treasure no one will find to keep.
This world is as sad as me
but i don’t try finding myself in a dancing conformist crowd.
I stay alone to wallow
where my hearts supposed to be its hallow.
I’m tired of these people around me
I feel trapped by idiocracy
when will i be able to finally feel free.
For someone to finally accept me..
for me..
to accept me…

Sick Sad World

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A sick Sad World We’re All Living In.
Everyday a new disguise from who we really are inside.

Lies upon lies for as far as the eye can see.

There’s a demon in each and everybody.
Call it obsession, greed.
Call it jealously, gluttony.
Call it vanity, and money…

People are truely disgusting.

Over analysing every moment of your life to rearrange and stress to remain relevant. 

A lost generation finding sanctuary in selfies.

Shameless, unknowingly defacing us as a society.

Falling far from grace ,what has the human race become?

I pray for the end, for a cure of sickness that is us.

Insurance

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Insurance….Whats the point?
Here’s money for something that may never happen.
I could save up all the money I’d pay for insurance and be a millionaire. 

Who does the money go to?
Where’s It all go?
Common questions that common people should constantly ask and wonder on.
Ponder on our new world ways.
Fear and guilt is what we pay for.
It’s what keeps the rich elite, and the millions of civilians in poverty. 

What would happen if no one paid?

Paying for something that may never happen is truly insane……

Deaths In A Family

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I saw that I haven’t written since October. My Grandmother passed November…
It’s been 4 months and I still find it hard to cope.
It doesn’t seem real…
My Grandfather passed the previous year in December…
My family hasn’t had a break.
My Grandparents were my rock, My other parents.
They were always there for me with no judgements.
I felt lost…How can i go throughout my days normally without these people I’ve seen everyday of my waking life.
Just gone within a blink of an eye…
I still cry at night sometimes, I can’t help it.
Death Certainly has opened my eyes.

I’ll Love You Forever Grandpa Chevo & Grandma Jennie. 
Love Never Dies.